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[28 Apr 2006|06:18pm] |
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secondhard serenade-the last song ever |
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omg
i havent updated in ages
it feels wierd being here
well i have nothing to talk about anyways
me and lucy had this conversation after school
i have nothing interesting going on in my life
but she said she would love a simple life like mine
and it made me realise i should be happy
the way i am =]
yeah...
and lucy you are a silly silly silly girl
you need to tell herrr!!
nah s'up to you deary.
anywhooo byeeeee
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[24 Mar 2006|08:34pm] |
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that one kat listens too |
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green tomrrow!
i cant wait now
but i have to give matty his cd back
we are well and truly over
for good
but i am ok about it all now
ha i realised something
a few people know
but yeahhh
i have a random thing with extending
extending my words
yeahh for some reason
erm...
thats it really
yeahh...
so im gunna go now
byexx
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[21 Mar 2006|05:37pm] |
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happy now |
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welcome to my life |
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okay
so it wasnt like what i said
he wasnt ready for a gf
but he said he was a shitty bf
he wasnt it was me
but yeah
i realised though after all the tears
that i was fine before i met him
so i should be fine now
ill be okay
were freinds and thats cool
better than nothing
i suppose
me and ben had a realy long convo on msn again
its weird speaking to him so much
we never usually talk at all
but yeah we do now
i got talking to a hot emo offa vf
that was cool
but he is like 17
so thats not happenming
bugger!
anywhoo
im going
byexxx
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[20 Mar 2006|08:55pm] |
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 just fucking fine =] |
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oh well matty finished me
but i am ok
i mean i want him to be happy
kat thinks it is her fault but it isnt
i shouldnt have got pissed off when she did
whatever
doesnt matter does it
he is happy i hope
thats all i want
yeah
erm...
thats it really
good luck lucy with you whols thing you got going on
and same to you kat
justn hope people dont get hurt
hurt like i am.
but whetever.
wow my first life trauma!
hehe
faggot
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[19 Mar 2006|09:30pm] |
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 whatever |
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theres a good reason these tables are numbered... |
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basically its gone all tits up
he says to ben that he isnt ready for a gf
i think he is
but
all he wants is to get me outta the way
just so he can go flirt with everyone
that way there is nothing stopping him
he is too big of a flirt
even ben said
but yeah whatever
i cant stop him
its his life
im not angry as such
its more like why doesnt he just tell me or
try and fix it
you know
all i want is for someone to love me
to love me as much as ben loves kat
yeah
plus i think he has someone else who he likes more
i mean look at all the gorgeous people at the green
so why would hye pick me
ha! suppose im gunna be single again
by the end of the week
oh well
i mean at least i can talk about all the hot emos now
yeah there is an upside
oh hang on theres not
because i can dream about having them
but noi cant have them
gay
all i want is for kat and ben to come online
ben is so canny and kat is lucky to have him
and kat she keeps me going lol
i love her to bits
[not in that way]
but we understand eachother at the moment
im gunna go now byex
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[17 Mar 2006|10:16pm] |
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oh bloody hell! |
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i had the panto again
cooper wouldnt let chickenpie sit next to me =[
she had to go into the art rooms
was gay
but yeah
i think the panto went well
yeah it was ok
i messed up a couple of times
missed katie
all i can say is stick to your guns on this next paragraph
you know we have a point when we say this
but when you say something and then do it
stick to it
dont go back on your word
your gunna regreeeeeet itt.
and i know you are.
but anywhooo katrina is my chickenpie.
and i am her mushroompie
dont ask
umm yeah byeeeeeeeeex
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[16 Mar 2006|04:40pm] |
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scared for tonight |
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i have the panto tonight
i am scared
im not even on the stage
but if it goes all wrong people can tell
whatever
vicky has her head sorted
thank god
all makes sense now
omg nervous or what
i am indeedy
i dont really have anything to put in here so
byeeex
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[15 Mar 2006|08:46pm] |
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 !woop! |
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contardiction
umm today was good
katrina kept making me laugh
it hurt
but yeah
i am over it now
i think the laughing made it better
it loosened it off
ohohoh
me and kat had sock sex
it was hawt lmao
she got me in the eye
but i got her first
because i am a better aim
not really
but yeah
i feel so clever because i know how to steal peoples dps
ha
i am hardcore
:|
yeah hehe
byeeeex
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[14 Mar 2006|07:50pm] |
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all these things i hate |
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i dont even know what to put in here.
i have so many things going through my head.
my jaw hurts.
alot
the fact that the stupid charv lauged when he did it
that annoyed me
i had to go to hospital
but he laughed.
yeah hes hard
well hard
not
my mam said when she was little hitting a lass would be like omg
but now they all do it
all the charvs
they dont care.
i swear to god
if it was a charv lass then they'd care
because they have loads of other charvs to back them up
but 'hippys' dont
no
i asked my mam if she knew what a charv was now
[[she doesnt believe there is such a thing as a charv]]
an she backed them up!
she said it could have been anyone
but i said but not just be anyone would laugh at you
omg i hate charvs
i hate them
i am really angry about it
i cant explain how mad i am
so mad i keep repeating myself [[lol]]
i think i better go now
and leave you to breathe after my essay i have just wrote.
yeah...
xXx
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[08 Mar 2006|06:26pm] |
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absolutly none=[ |
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.I am lucys shoulder.
on the way home i talked to lucy
she thanked me for something i did
its not often i get a thanks
for something like that
so it meant alot to me
i wish she wasnt moving away
because i really do like her
as a friend that is
and i will miss her
i mean i didnt even think
we would ever
become friends
but we did
i just didnt ever think me and her
would get talking
but we did
ans its cool that we did.
.so ill go now.
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[06 Mar 2006|10:16pm] |
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numb. |
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Oh ma gaaaaahd.
We went to stage door.
It was amazing
I had the best nigt ever
hehe.
Me and matt were close.
It was kwl.
He pretended to ass rape me:|
hehe.
But i dont mind.
He kissed me!
awh!
Amazing.
I think.
well i thought it was.
dunno if he did =[
but whatever.
essh i cant believe i am goin out with him.
so random.
i know
ily
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[05 Mar 2006|04:45pm] |
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[[love hiiim]] |
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omfg.
I got asked out.
He is hot gowjus.
Matty.
whoa!
I cant believe it happened.
katrina i love you for this.
Its weird when things come around.
like,
When you think about something
like,
you thought about it when you didnt know him but now you do.
your going out with him.
Jesus how amazing
I dont think i have ever been so happy
sounds mean,
cam was canny,
There was something missing.
Matty is hot and canny whoa!
Dont know if you can tell i am happy.
I think katrina deserves much loves for this.
She is stupid awesome!
i really cant believe someone who is hot could like someone who looks like me!
But im not complaning.
Of course
xXx
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[05 Mar 2006|02:45pm] |
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njvjdbfdjkvnfmdb |
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So i spent the day with katrina again.
We even made our own dinner.
It was fun.
We are going to stage door tomorrow with our new crew. lol.
I cant wait now!
Im really excited for it.
Ill probly update later when i can think of things to put.
byeeeeex
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[04 Mar 2006|09:14pm] |
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in love with him |
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the geeks get the girls |
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Today was amazing.
Me and Katrina went to the green.
we made new friends
It was so much fun
I really had a mint day.
hehe for reasons Katrina knows.
Lots of things happened today too.
They broke up.
Its gay
And frankly a bit messed up.
But it was done to make things easier and people happy.
A day for love
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[02 Mar 2006|10:21pm] |
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well, today was ok.
I suppose.
Yeah it was, hehe. Me and Katrina went to town.
I got another new dress.
To replace the old one.
T'was fun.
She came to my house.
We laughed. It was good
Vicky made me happy too.
In more way than one.
She might be asking an emo out. wo0t
And she told me she was there to talk about my mam.
noone has offered that yet.
I felt loved
So this is it.
&&hold on if you feel like letting go...
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[01 Mar 2006|09:55pm] |
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worried about my mam |
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okay,, so lucys got problems.
youll figure them out hun.
I think i might have a problem too.
There is something wrong with my mams heart.
You dont know how worried i am.
I thought it was nothing major.
But my uncle andrew asked if she was ok in a concernd way.
It made me worry.
They were speaking in whispering voices when i was in the kitchen.
It made me worry more.
He sounded concerned.
She had to go to hospital.
She needs to slow down.
Alot.
I dont think nyone knows how worried i am.
xXx
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[28 Feb 2006|05:48pm] |
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okay, i was off today.
such a boring day.
I was sick. And it tasted nice nasty.
I missed mr.cains lesson, and i feel mean for it.
I left katrina on her own. I am sorry.
I wish i had gone to school.
I wouldnt have missed anything that way.
But like i doubt people would have wanted my sick on them... yeah...
.Anywhoo.
xXx
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